i try to find inspiration in everything,
because lately i don’t feel i have one thing that makes me happy.
been sucks in a relationship,
and though it ended,
still have butterflies with just seeing him online;
looked for answers, clues, hints, signals, everything …
i don’t know how not to be lonely anymore.
i need help and don’t know how to get it, or what to do.
heck, i just want to be happy.