I just wanna move somewhere else. I wanna encounter new sights, have new experiences, meet tons of new people, chase a new dream. I wanna travel to a place that’s completely foreign to me. I want to build something for myself, out of scratch, without having to continue what somebody has already began. I want to start over. I want to see what it would be like to be uncomfortable, what it would be like to do things for myself, ENTIRELY for myself. I want to be assured that all these years of rapid growth have actually prepared me to face the world on my own.
I have a lot of things to prove to myself, and even more to prove to everyone else, and I can’t do any of that here. Do you know what I mean?